TBH,

Just because we're separated,

doesn't mean i don't care about you anymore.

i still care.

i still care about our friendship.

i still care about you,

i still care about US.

even though it seems like i'm ignoring you,

but actually it's NOT.

if i could, i would wanna chat with you everyday

and if i could, i would wanna ALWAYS be besides you..

but it seems like you don't care anymore.

you sorta dislike it when i say that i missed you..

you sorta hate it when i do what i usually do when we're together.

every time i wanted to chat with you,
it seems like you're ignoring me..

it seems like we don't know each other anymore.

it seems like we're strangers again..

i guess that's why it seems like we changed *bittersmile*

it's not that i don't actually know you or vice versa.

but, it's because we're separated.

"sometimes it last in friendship but sometimes it hurts instead"

but i'll never give up!

i know that our friendship will lasts.
i WANT our friendship to lasts.

i realize that you hated it when i post this sort of stuffs.
but what could i do?

this is me.

i like to post this kind of stuffs.

i like to annoys you.

i know you hated it when i advice you,
i know you hated it when i "changed"

well, i hope this is not the end of our story..

so let's start it back all over again.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that i "changed"
I'm sorry i can't be the one you knew again.

I'm sorry for everything that i've done to you.

the harsh advice,
the things that makes you annoyed..

I'm so sorry.

Just because of my stubborn and heartless personality,
our friendship is broken into pieces..

Just because of me.

I'm so sorry for everything.

For being so selfish and arrogant,
For not being there when you needed me.

I'm so sorry.

This may be my last post for now.

Before i left,
i just wanted to say that i'm so sorry and thanks for everything.

Thank you for the memories and the moments you sacrifices for me..

Thank you for being so patient with my nasty personality.
Thank you for accepting me for the way i am all of this time.

i guess you've been patient for too long

so maybe i deserved being scolded,
maybe i deserved being labeled anything you labeled me.

maybe i deserved being ignored by you.

i can't guarantee that i'll always be by your side forever.
i'm going far far far away from our homeland.

maybe just for awhile but i can't guarantee that i'll still be "me".
i can't guarantee that i'll still be the "me" you know.

i may be threatening you differently.

we might be so AWKWARD. like strangers.

So, if you're still mad at me and i'm acting like nothing happens,

it doesn't means that i ignore the reason why you're mad.
it doesn't means that i ignore the reason why we fought.

i just wanted to start it back all over again.

i wanna feel the feeling of chatting with you again.
i wanna be with you again.

i wanna be apart of you again.
like we used to..

but if you don't want it, you can just say it to me ;)

i don't wanna force you to be with me again.
i don't wanna force you to accept me the way i am again..

i guess that's all for now..
i gotta go.

far far far away from you.
6375 kilometers far away from you..

but 
"True friends are never apart , maybe In distance, but not in heart!"
ain't it? ;D

TBH: i love you.


i'm sorry for being so harsh.

i didn't  mean to break your heart.
i don't wanna break your heart.

i'm so sorry for everything.
i hope you can accept me the way i am again :]

PS: i'm sorry in advanced if you hated this post :/
but i just wanna let you know
that i really wants our friendship to be "normal" again..

sincerely, somebody that you used to know.